"I've found when I don't live in the moment, it doesn't work out
for me.”
R.A. Dickey:
Pitcher, New York Mets
“The
notes I handle no better than many pianists. But the pauses between the
notes--ah, that is where the art resides!”
-Arthur
Schnabel, composer & pianist (1882 - 1951)
(Kindly sent to
me by Kathe Mazur)
Like all creative
artists, storytellers intuitively sense when they’re in the moment, between the
notes, or in the zone. Palpably centered, as if on a copasetic high, their
performance clicks along powerfully, confidently. They are, as I’d describe it,
in The Ballpark.
Conversely, when their
performance cylinders sputter, they’re out of it, unhinged, as if their groove
has been derailed. Unable to get on track, they are frustrated by the
irrefutable awareness that they’re performing outside of themselves and just
can’t find their way into the ballpark.
Every creative
person’s DNA is susceptible to a kind of bedeviling performance irritation that
inexplicably subverts their best intentions. It happens. The vexation for
storytellers is exacerbated by their particularized fact of life: Unlike most
performers who, when they misstep, can rely on a director to identify their errant
choices, then collaboratively guide them through the turnstile and back in the
ballpark, today’s narrators are increasingly on their own - home alone or in
front of an aesthetically non-reactive engineer.
Perhaps, as our
lifetime’s future nears, narrators will be able to summon an advisory voice
merely by flicking the feedback lever: “Computer! You think I made Marla
selfish enough?” Or, “Okay, okay, my Russian accent’s not working, but can you
just, ya know, mention it once and be more encouraging!”
For now, if narrators
desire another ‘ear,’ more than likely it’ll be their own. And that current
reality is the progenitor of this quick fix guide to improving performance, or accessing
The Ballpark.
The obvious and most
detrimental ill resulting from this director-less new normal is CDS: Critique
Deprivation Syndrome. With no trustworthy third party to consult, it is, at
best, difficult to address creative concerns in a way that serves the author’s
intent. Perhaps more troubling: Without corrective guidance narrators rely on
unchallenged performance habits that, aesthetically speaking, may be the moral
equivalent of self-inflicted wounds. Or worse: When these performance habits
(egregiously favoring vocal acuity rather than the text as the primary acting
vehicle, for example) aren’t interrogated by an outside source, they come to be
viewed as not just acceptable but preferable, even valued. And why not. If
there’s no authoritative party to suggest an alternative, these vocal habits calcify
and become the mojo standard, as if they’re deified performance commandments to
be aspired to. And finally, there’s always the most understandable reality, divined
from the publisher, that insistently blocks reevaluation: “Hey, you’re hired,
get it done, got a problem you figure it out, do a good job and you’ll get
another book.”
Given the new normal,
do narrators merely do their best, and willingly (or unwittingly) accept the
concomitant risk of codifying habit merely because it’s unchallenged? Or are
there alternate feedback possibilities - albeit less immediately recognizable -
that are accessible when working solo? I think the latter.
My experience as a
director, storytelling coach and teacher, suggests to me that there are at least
two directors present during every recording session: The text (the following post’s focus) and you, the narrator (object of the third post and where I’ll detail a variety
of ‘how to,’ ‘quick fix’ performance techniques called Emotional Connectors, whose purpose is to rapidly place performance
where it belongs, the ballpark).
Because the ballpark
is the narrator’s destination point - where the text and you are headed
to, where listeners await, huddled beside their ‘money’s worth’ – it’s
important for me to decode the metaphor with the hope of asserting its
aesthetic authenticity.
THE BALLPARK
Metaphorically, storytellers pass through the ballpark’s
turnstile, where they organically work and where ‘indicated,’ non-organic
narration propels hasty egress. Readers
(sorry Aunt Mary) disseminate syntax - rhythmically, mechanically expelling
words they may know but do not feel - often blissfully unaware they’re outside
the ballpark and looking in.
The ballpark is a
sentience zone that tightly embraces text, actor and listener as they actively
engage one another in the moment, as if their interaction was just conceived
and in a perpetual state of happening to them right now.
The ballpark is that
Zen-like, dissonant free zone actors inhabit when the story they’re telling
occurs from the point of view of whom or what they’re talking about. It is the
performance locale narrators are directing themselves towards when they
intuitively get that their
performance is off site.
The ballpark is a
communion, really, between text (the
author’s words), narrator (the text’s voice), and listener (whose emotional connection to the words is the sole
responsibility of the narrator).
SUBTEXT: Turnstile to
The Ballpark
Narrators enter the ballpark
through the subtext. When they inhabit it, the welcoming turnstile moves
frictionless, as if on its own, needing no external (vocal) push.
No subtext, no ticket.
Entry denied. Regardless of how beautifully the words are expressed, or how
emphatically iterated or pronounced, whether they’re delicately lilted, joyfully
fashioned, effusively modulated or spoken in streaming cadences whose tick-tock
sing-song liberates each word from any resemblance to how people actually
speak, when the object of the narrator’s attention is the words rather than the
feeling, (you hate, AM, I know) the turnstile jams, the ballpark darkens, game
over.
Simply argued,
storytellers play the subtext (the
feeling or emotional consequence embedded in the narrative’s every word).
Storytellers connect that feeling to the listener. That’s the ballpark.
Aunt Mary (Oy!, am I
going to hear it from her), who cannot resist speaking from the outside in –
inorganically singing or swatting the words as if they required a vocal whack
to wake up – reports feeling without locating feeling (hint AM, feeling is the turnstile). AM deprives listeners of the very experience they crave from the
storyteller: An authentically performed journey beneath the author’s words
where the emotional life that invigorates them oscillates.
NEXT POST: How To Gain
Entry to The Ballpark
Earlier, I mentioned
that two directors are on call 24/7 to every narrator whether or not they’re
home alone, with an engineer, or even a director (yes, everyone needs help,
including the helper). So the purpose of the next post and the following one is
to describe specific performance techniques that are designed to organically
actualize that turnstile so that it permits fast, alluring entry into the ballpark,
the authentic performance ground that rewards honest creativity with a genuine,
nuanced emotional connection between listener, author and narrator, the sort
they all richly deserve.
*
I’m grateful to John
Florian for providing me the opportunity to participate in my first VoiceOverXtra
webinar on Oct. 16th.
Since mid summer I’ve
had the pleasure of working with Kate Udall, Caitlin Davies, John Keating, Pete
Larkin, Xe Sands, David Pittu, Scott Brick and several authors, including Chris
Elliot, Tony Danza and Andrew McCarthy, along with participants in my San
Francisco, Atlanta and New York narrator’s workshops. And
finally, my first day (Nov. 9th) as an MFA candidate in Spalding
University’s low residency (meaning I’ll mostly be working from home) fiction
writing program nears. And I’m counting on Tavia Gilbert’s inspirational
accomplishments to keep me focused.
On the nose. As always. You have such a way with words. George G
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